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Musings of an unemployed postgrad. About to postpone real life even more by going to graduate school
Currently soul-searching. Enjoys the EPL, Top Gear, other BBC programmes, teatime, cats, puppies, yoga and cake while doing so.

Ask me anything

the brain works in mysterious ways

so sometimes, my mind does this weird thing where during my sleep, i can explore stuff.  (i know this sounds like i do a lot of drugs, but really, i’ve only mixed tequila and pain killers and that was back in high school)

so early this morning, somehow, i was dreaming about my applications (even though they were submitted on sunday night) and i was somehow going through my Tufts essays.  And oh noes, I realized I wrote a really shitty essay on the account that I wrote it 2 hours before the deadline.  In my dream, I was like, “where is that sentence that ties the whole thing together? why doesn’t this make any sense?”  Finally, I got so angry at myself and woke up pissed off.  Opened up that file and god, I wanted to dig up a hole and die.

so yes, i can write off getting into Tufts.

and my brain freaks me out every now and then.

well to make myself feel better, here is a list of why i probably wouldn’t have liked tufts 

-stupid new england accents (sorry, you can’t deny this) 
-location doesn’t work well for IR despite their “ooh fancy alumni network” marketing materials.  i’ve worked in marketing, it’s just a ploy, i can tell.
- weather is only nice during the summer… and i assume I’ll be working somewhere else so i won’t even enjoy it.  
-i don’t like the cold or the snow
-I hate sports obsessed/college towns/areas.  

Things I might have liked about Tufts:
-refugee studies
-cross registration with Harvard
-cost of living in Medford is considerably lower than in DC

oh well.  whatever.